So, Subby revealed something to me last night. Part of the reason he wanted to try chastity is because he knew I had BAD self confidence issues. I still do. I used to think that I wasn’t good enough for him, and that he’d realize that and leave me some day. I’m a very jealous woman, don’t get me wrong, but it was more than that before.
Part of it has to do with my weight. I used to be MUCH heavier than I am now. It didn’t matter to Subby, he loved me anyways, but I wasn’t healthy and facing health issues, and so I made a change. My new body is sexier for sure, but I still wasn’t confident.
So, even though I was reluctant to try it at first, we agreed to get a cage and try it. We got his first cage about… Six? Months ago. It was just a game at first for sure. About a month or so ago, after a fairly long lull, we decided to give it another go, and go we did. It’s quickly turning into a lifestyle for us. Today he’s going to a work function wearing it… And I’m wearing his real key to work.
As I mentioned in a previous post, I work in a professional office setting, so, this key normally wouldn’t work. I actually have the chain pulled back for this pic. The key rides between my breasts, and therefore below the neckline of my shirt on its current chain. Plus, I knew that ¾ of the office is out on vacation right now. So, who would really see it?
The feeling of knowing I have his real key, and he’s locked and straining his cage for me (and he is… I’ve been flirting with him via Kik all day) is POWERFUL. I feel sexy as fuck knowing that I have a man at home waiting for me and who will be pleasing me as much as I command tonight. And please me he will. I have a kickboxing class tonight (another step in my self-confidence boosting, plus, helps me look sexier to tease him, and gets me better stamina for sex and pegging… How can I lose?) and when I come home from those, I’m always super keyed up (pun intended). So yes, lots of pleasure for me. For him? Tease and denial baby. I hold your key and your ass is mine. *Wicked grin*
So, yes. We need to figure out a way for me to wear this all the time. Because the way I feel now? I don’t want it to stop. Maybe I will get that anklet ordered that we talked about…
Dama Cherepaha 