Welp

I feel adrift, I don’t feel loved, it really feels like no one wants to be around me. No one seems to make the effort to talk to me anymore if I don’t reach out first. This day is shaping up to be one of the worst I’ve had in a while. I just want to get drunk and go to bed. I know it’s primarily the depression and my mother’s passive aggressiveness talking but I just want to disappear.